Friday, May 21, 2010
Back...To Stay!
I need to write something. I have things in my head that I want to get out and if I don't get them out they will stay in there and they will be in my head and I will have to think the thoughts I think all by myself. I should at least let them out so maybe they can find a home inside of someone else's head and do whatever damage they feel like doing there.
I have to just do it. I have to man up. I have to take the bull by the horns. I have to begin the journey of 1000 steps with the first one. I have to put my nose to the grindstone and my shoulder to the wheel. What I really have to do is look up some more phrases that describe just doing something.
So why have I not written anything for a while? I think it is the serious depression that I have been going through. It has taken away my motivation to do just about anything. When I have thought about writing the ideas just don't come. The will to open the word processor just doesn't come. It just didn't seem to matter. There was no point.
Yeah, I've been having a shitty time.
Now I am on some medication. And it seems to have taken a bit of the edge off the depression. I think. I have started to exercise because being in pain and being out of shape leads to my depression which leads to more inactivity, which leads to being out of shape and more pain.
Yes, it is a vicious cycle and frankly I am more than a little upset at myself for being some kind of cliche.
It does upset me that I haven't written. I have some stories in my head.
Which you can check out some of here. I mean, shit, I have a story there that I haven't even finished. I never do that. But I am not going to blame myself. I am going to just accept it and move on. I still want to update the look of Brainsplatter though. It looks so old. I don't have any of those cool follower things. Not that anyone is following considering I haven't written anything. But they should have the option, shouldn't they?I thought so.
I have also lots of politics to bitch about. Because it is my page and that is what you do on your page! I can make outlandish and unsupportable arguments with the best of them. I'm not a great writer, this I know. I don't even know if I am good. But I don't really care. I'll be what I be and if people like it cool. If they don't, all is well.
I'll write the same if a thousand people read or none. Man, I wouldn't know what to do if I had a thousand people reading this. Like winning the lottery, I don't think it is something that I will ever have to worry about.
Well, I think that is it for now. In the words of Arnold: I'll be back. Laterzzz...
Labels: back, depression, Terminator, writing
Friday, March 14, 2008
TV
I have been watching TV shows online. There are various places and maybe at another time I will talk about what places those are. Right now I am going to mention the shows that I have been watching that have not brought the suck. And considering that most things on the boob tube make you feel dumber after watching, make you wish you could have the time back, and actually have no boobs in it (the biggest crime of them all). I have found a few things worth watching.
My Name is Earl. I resisted watching this show at first. Not because I had anything against it, I just don't like to watch new shows. New shows have a way of sucking or being way cool and then they go away. Also, after having Netflix, I don't like waiting for a show every week. I like to see everything on my time, not waiting for a network to serve it up to me.Anyway, My Name is Earl, about a guy who was a scumbag, wins the lottery, and decides to change his ways because of Karma. I am cutting out a lot of stuff here but you should really check this show out. It is very funny and sarcastic and the supporting cast is very good. This is definitely one of those shows that you can watch over and over. At least in my opinion. And if you are reading this you must be a little interested in my opinion, or bored out of your fucking mind.
Good Eats. Yes, it is a cooking show. Yes, you can learn stuff. Yes, I said it is a fucking cooking show. Just watch it, it's not your standard cooking show. I like it. If you don't, I don't care.Terminator-The Sara Connor Chronicles. It is like a spin off of the movies. So I thought it would bring the suck. It didn't. I can't say it is a great show. It is watchable. I guess it matters what direction that they take the show in. It also matter whether they even bring the show back for another season. I think it was one of those series that made it to TV because of the writer's strike. If it comes back I will watch it, if it doesn't I don't think I would miss it.American Gladiators. What can I say. I liked this show before and I like it now. There are two problems-- the show should have more violence. I want to see the contestants get fucked up. I also think that if a Gladiator doesn't perform well, he should be executed. Hey, if you call yourself a Gladiator you need to be ready for the thumbs down from Caesar. The second thing is the guy who does the play by play. Random voice guy needs to be dismembered and nailed to the Wall as a warming to all future announcers that you will be held accountable for your sucking.Well that is it for me tonight. I talked about TV. I named some shows I recently watched. Maybe I will find something else good to watch. But no reality shows. God no. Fuck no. I am going to bed. Laterzzz...
Oh, and watch the news. And read it. And not just from one source. Think about who is saying what, and what is their reason for saying it. Make up your own damn mind. Laterzzz part 2...
Labels: good, Good Eats, My Name is Earl, suck, Terminator, TV
