Brain Splatter

There is that voice inside. I call it "That Voice". You know the one. It is the one that tells you to get off your ass and do the things that you should be doing. It tells you that you shouldn't be eating the chocolate bar or the delicious potato chips. It tells you get up and excercise and not be a lump on the ass of the world.

I have to listen to that voice more. I was listening to it for awhile. It was a few years ago and everything was going good. Then I stopped. And things just haven't really been right.

I think that when you decide to change your life it isn't just a decision you make and then walk away from. It's not a decision that once made you are done with. I think it is more of a battle. A fight every day against complacency and against stagnation.

I don't know how this will end up. I hope I lose some weight and get my life together and move forward to where I want to get to. I am tired of wallowing in self-pity, self-loathing, self-doubt, and all the other self hyphenated things that I can't think of right now. I need a change.

I will keep you up-to-date on the progress. Or not. Because I might just say mind your damn business. I am touchy like that. Laterzzz...

// posted by Biff Manly @ 7:35 PM