Saturday, August 19, 2006
Disappointed?
It got me thinking about blood though. You always carry it with you and you would die without it. You can feel it rush through your veins and at times you can hear it moving in there. I think women have a different kind of relationship with blood then men, considering the monthly appearance of blood is, in a way, what makes a woman a woman. Without that monthly cycle a woman can't have a baby, can't give life, and in some cultures, ceases to have any value. I don't believe that at all. I don't think that a person's value is at all based on their reproductive organs or their gender. I think that a person should be judged by their heart not by their blood.
I have today off. I don't usually have Saturdays off. We had a meeting at work on Thursday so I had to work. It was the same old bullshit about the same old bullshit. On one note, the meeting pretty much ended up having the theme of, "Would you like to talk to a supervisor." Which is actually pretty great. From now on if we are in doubt something or if it is about something semi-sensitive we no longer have to deal with the people all we have to do is refer them to a supervisor. The funny part is that the supervisors didn't seem to be too happy about the deal. Oh, well, tough. The way I figure it is, anything that makes my job easier, the better.
So in the news there is that loony toon guy in Singapore who says that he killed that girl Jean Benet. Why can't they just leave the fucker there and let the Singapore authorities kill his ass? Don't bring him back to the United States where there will just be a big trial. Even if he didn't kill her, he is a child molesting pedophile from all other reports, so he should just be killed anyway. It would save the government some money. Instead they are going to bring him back so we can have a media circus that distracts from the real issues going on in the world like wars and poverty and bad take out food.
OK, maybe bad take out doesn't fall on the same plain as other important world events but it does matter. See, after you have worked your ass off, or at least put in your time, at a shitty job and then you go and get some food from some joint, there is not much that sucks as much at the moment then realizing the food is "blah". Whether it be fries that aren't fresh or greasy pizza or Chinese food that doesn't taste like it should, you meal is ruined. And you feel like you just spent your hard earned money for nothing. Not to mention you end up eating that shit and getting sick. Also, that is just damn disappointing.
I hate to be disappointed. I am used to it though. That's life. Kind of like today when I thought that I was going to write an interesting entry here and then this is what came out. Just a bunch of disappointment. So it goes. Laterzzz....
